Cross My Limit
Short Story by. Alung Ilsa Putri
"Are there any questions?" A teacher who is standing in
front of the blackboard asks all the students in the class.
"Nothing, ma'am," answered the whole.
"Okay then, don't forget to do your homework. Thanks and see
you next week."
"Yes, Mom. You're welcome."
The teacher leaves the classroom. Everyone started squeaking with
joy - especially me. I, who was just yawning and lazy, sparkled with a big
smile. After three hours of lessons stuck with "annoying" lessons
that immediately filled my brain, finally reached the finish too. The lesson is
over.
"Hey, Ca! Are you happy now that the math lesson is over?"
teased my classmate who really understood what I didn't like.
I chuckled, "Yes, of course! You know, I'm really against
maths lessons," I joked to the laughter of my friend.
I chuckled, for some reason my memory was suddenly thrown back to
that time - two years ago when I was in the second grade of junior high school.
At that time, I really hated everything related to Mathematics. There really is
no particular reason for that. There is only one reason, at that time I did not
understand mathematics.
"Eca, why are you laughing yourself like crazy?" Yura
asked which made me a little surprised.
"Can you not surprise me?!" I protested irritably.
"You have been daydreaming. It's just that suddenly you laugh
to yourself again, like crazy," said Yura while folding her lips.
I just laughed amused, "I'm sorry. I suddenly remembered my
junior high school days, ”I said while taking out the practice questions from
my bag and other stationery.
"Junior high? Which one?" Yura asked with a curious look.
"That, which I'm 'really' very against maths," I replied,
pressing the word "very" in my sentence. Yura thought for a moment,
then burst out laughing.
“Oh, you always want to run away when it's math time? Fake
stomachache and admission to UKS to avoid studying? Oh yes, one more. You slept
in class and when you were told by Mrs. Enis, the answer was if you were dizzy?
Hahaha… yeah, yeah, I remember, ” guessed Yura which made my cheeks
heat up. Yes, all of that is true. I looked away in embarrassment. Ah, I
was so absurd.
Yura suddenly stopped laughing, making me frown in confusion. I
turned towards him, shocked to death when I found Yura's face right in front of
me with suspicious eyes.
"Just realized I ..." he muttered, "You used to be
like that, but now ..." he stopped with a frown that began to fill his
forehead, "How come?" He asked.
I smiled. Yes, first. In the past, I was a very pessimistic
character. Shy. Easy to despair. Always say "Ah, no. I can't"
when told to try new things. And ... consider what I can, that is my ability,
and what I can't ... that's my limit. At least I planted it on myself, as if I
couldn't afford to get through.
"Ca, please answer!" Yura ordered impatiently.
I chuckled, about to answer, but a young teacher had entered the
classroom, making Yura chuckled annoyed because he hadn't heard my answer.
"Good afternoon all!"
"Afternoon, Mom!"
"Welcome to the last practice of the national mathematics
olympiad. Before today's training starts, I want to ask you something. Are you
ready to fight tomorrow's Olympics?! "
"Ready, very ready, Mom!" answer everyone in this class
with burning enthusiasm. Yes, since entering this high school level… I decided
to change everything. Change the way I think and change the boundaries within
me. I tried new things that I really hated. I took part in the math olympiad,
studied math which I really hated, took part in various competitions, and now…
i'm taking part in the national math olympiad.
Yes, now I completely changed my point of view. From always being
pessimistic, now to being more optimistic. Who used to always give up before
trying… now I've got rid of that word. And in the past, I always considered
what I couldn't do as my limits, now I make it an encouragement to keep going
and learning tirelessly.
"Stts ... Ca!" Yura's hiss who was beside me made
me realize, it turned out that I was daydreaming. I turned my head, asked with
raised eyebrows.
"Answer earlier!" Yura whispered. I chuckled. Ah,
apparently he still remembers. Maybe his curiosity was very high. I nodded,
slightly closer my body to him. Then I answered in a whisper.
"Because, I want to cross my limit." [Fransisca
Ecalissa Putri]
- END -

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